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Sunday, August 21, 2005

quite long nv blog le..haix..tok about fri ba..
fri quite sad in e morning..coz gt amath test.was like...agrh! so difficult..lose 22marks coz last 3 qn didt do =P took my own sweet time in front..still yawnin and dreamin..den mr ang say 10mins more..i shock..den quickly rush..den last few qns suppose 2 b difficlut de ma..den think veri long..manage 2 write one sentence onli..waha..fail liao lor! haix..tat was nt realli sad..coz i don think studies is e most imp thing in tis world..i think is frenship n ur intrest is more inportant..donno y 3e3 like 2 study study n study..den compete against each other..get bad marks den sad or cry..haix..im sick of tis kind of life! sum pple may think im wrong..juz correct me..
anyway..amath is first lesson already so sad..haix..den recess time saw yanling cry..get more sad..haix..don cry gal..wats over is over..u cant change it..like me..i oso lose so much marks for my math..nv get so disspointed wif math b4..haix..
after tat el lesson mr ong tok about discursive essay..another hw..OMG! goin band wall le!
sad sad sad..
den ME N SJ take those heavy bks..den i say wan leave e bks in ava rm..haha..so heavy den no hand liao..one hand carry my laogong..den still gt scretary file n phy amath n another file to carry..haix! like wat grace say..goin to hav muscle soon..haha
sad sad sad..
after tat sj go up class find hui min they all..i go fins shu jun den go canteen together..me n grace go eat..laksa can go sharp gal! don eat too much! haha..later sharp one semi tone..
eat liao go music rm wif juniors..hahax..band!! yeah! tats e onli thing i like about jyss! den set up instrument den go warm up..den go section by section to take attendents..haix..den dumthing happen..hui shan cry..=( haix..about sumthing..hmm..don cry..i don like to see pple cry..so sad..den seniors go consult her..
den we go combine wif e whole band...haha..e conductor come again..he so young den his ear so gd..can hear hu sharp or flat..i wish i can do tat..hmm..donno y time fly so fast durin band..
keep instrument den go car porch..den donno wan to tok 2 hui shan nt..coz she seem so sad..den scare tok to her den she mood swing den donno wat 2 do..den decided nt to tok coz fall in cannot tok..haix..after tat mdm yang ask exco stay back..den she tell us gt anything nid improve..we say wan more intrus, longer band prac..zul so funni..he say band prac frm 3 to 9pm..waha! tats gd! e longer e better..sum more we ask for bigger music rm..den we suggest bomb shelter..whoosh! nice! mdm yang say muz ask..den can install air con all those..haha..tats e band rm! hehehe
den after tat mdm yang tok to hui shan..den donno wan wait 4 her nt..den think she will take veri long den eunice say don wait..den we go hm lor..den at 293 bus stop saw her..she still so sad..den we didt talk..den reach her hm bus stop we oso didt tok..quite sad la..today alot pple mood swing!
come hm online awhile den chat chat..coz borin..den see hw oso sian..haix..den chat liao like 11pm+ wan zZZz but cant..den lie on my bed wan do hw..but listen song till zZZz..my hw left untouched..haix..
wats wrong wif me?? y gettin tired tis few days..cant concentrade..everytime do hw till slp den wake up like time fly fast n alot hw haven complete..den angry wif myself..blame myself..hate myself..y? y i cant juz b happi? y i cant finsih my hw when others could? y i always get scolded for everything? n i mean EVERTHING! every single thing..eat,bath,slp,play,do hw! and EVEN STUDY FOR TEST! agrh! y i cant hav a peaceful environnment 2 study when others could? y everyday muz hav a sad thing 2 happen? y muz cry everyday? let me hav peace plz!

sat wake up saw hw beside me haven touch..haix..den go outside get scolded..say i everytime slp slp slp den didt do anything..say i onli noe hw to study n do nth..say i worse den my sis..u noe hw hurts ur words is?? wat u wan me to do? haix..after tat hide in rm do hw..den cant concentrade..still scoldin me.."onli noe hw to do hw" den listen my mp3..on loud loud..tats e onli way..in e rm frm afternoon till nite..manage to complete amath n half of emath..found out tat i don hav enough space in amath ex bk..haix..so sway..den ZZzzzzz
sad sad sad
den today wake up..eat den do hw watch initial d in my sis labtop although i watch b4 liao..but juz watch again..jay so nice! haha..den record piao yi in my mp3.haha...finally gt piao yi full song le!! so happi..den after tat nag nag nag..den i go rm do hw again..complete my emath..den i slack awhile..relise alot hw haven finsh..chem,el,phy n chi..haix..den nw on com lor..find piao yi lyric..den wanted to do el but nag nag nag again..ask me eat..i say later they scold..haix..den no choice go eat..den after tat no mood do liao..come blog throw all e sad things..haix..

[[sumtimes i regret..y muz i do tis?]]
[[im juz a useless living thing at hm..a dead person in sch]]
sad..let me b invis forever ba..coz i already sad..let me be more sad oso nvm..if u r happi..

*cry*

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